Road to the engagement

Ini bukan post on project engagement yer...hahaha!! (lame)

as the date is coming very soon, my preparaion towards it kinda lame and slow. to conclude all the factors leading to this fantigue feelings is monayy!!!.. i hate those words. it makes me argue with my mom, having a bad relationship with my brother and practically im annoyed with myself. that is bad isnt it? so...here goes. this is the hantaran list that i tend to give my other half. i mean other half like i totally mean it, we do look like each other. mostly on the shape of our body and it is Round..hhehe..so here it is:

a. baju kemeja O'neil...(i want to buy this one because he looks good in it...purriiAww!!!)
b. kain baju melayu kaler putih, songkok and sejadah (maybe add kain songket to the list)
c. cake
d. sirih junjung
e. kuih bakar (i did not agree on this one but it was being sponsored so i dont care :D)
f. watch (or anything that he wants besides this, belum beli lagi)'
g. i think another cake kot? (havent decide yet)

tats it i guess, nothing more to add lah..maybe later la kot...bila ada orang lagi yg nak spnsor :D

Wewuuuu

i saw some one who looks like you today. i almost ran and say hi to him (you) but i realise that it is just someone who looks like you. nasib baik bukan u..hhahaha!!

............25

as the date come closer, i was thinking...am i doing the right thing? am i on the right path? does he really made for me? a lot of thing have happen in this year, nothing that i really wanted to encounter upon, but it does camne up and somehow you have to deal with it. am i doing it for the sake of doing it? hmm...pening

toreh toreh

apa yg boleh menjadikan sesuat itu suck adalah, apabila your bestfrend and your partner are not on the same boat. well...i dont know what to do and say anymore.

one thing is..you guys put me in a diffucult place...

Ephipany 1

kenapa this post is called Ephiphany? ia adalah kerana im listening to the song when i wrote this entry :D

for what is worth...im going to get engaged soon..hahah!!! im the one who is terkija-kinja it seems, he looked like he doesnt even care..emm what the hell..i got the ring didnt i? hahah!! (evil)

he lost his damn phone recently and i receive a very cold vibe from him you know like the vibe you receive when you know someone is going to kill you vibe? ahah...yappin again. well who could blame him, lost a phone in your own room and house? must be really annoying.

as for me, nothing much happend. i work mostly during the weekend and weekdays...very much a workaholic lately. not that i want to, its due to lack of money and pressure came from family to make the tunang ceremony a success. i dont mind though...i take it a the rehearsal or a glimps of my life when i got married and have kids soon. its going to be hard, lost of appetite (probably not) and pressure everyday due to kids and work. mybe i will die due to angin ahmar...hahha!! you know what, angin ahmar or stroke is once known as a rich man's decease...so if i dont end up be rich, i will be killed by a rich man's decease..i think its ok :D