Happy 7th year driving anniversary to me :D

21 January


Haa..today genap la 7 years I had my driving licence and I have been a typical Malaysian driver..ehee. I started driving since I was 18 around this date and my first car is an auto car. So, to make things short..i cant drive a manual car!! Hehe..right here in Malaysia, when you take a driving lisence it must be driving a manual car. I don’t know back then how do I know how to drive a manual car, but since the day I got the auto car my manual car storage in my brain seams to be deleted. It was like it have been ctrl-d from my brain system. But I have promise my fiancée to drive his car one day. And guess what his car is in manual..hehe… lagi lapan taun la jawab nye :)

Matahari itu hensem sgt :)

Suddenly there is sun in the brisk of rain. Felt a sudden jolt of happiness :D

I hate stuffy and cold whether, the sun is my friend. Walopon ak suke Swedish Metal, tapi kalo ko suro ak duduk kat Sweden memanglah ak tak nak….hahah!!!

Korea korea!!

Sebanyak mana drama korea yg ada rite now pengaruh minds all the girls here. I’d say MAJOR influence wehh.. I have a cousin who is still living in her own world. She have the idea that relationship is to change someone to a person that she wants and that is, just like a character in a Korean drama. She might deny it when I say that she Is just creating fantasy and insisted that she is very real in her demands in man, but truly she is just living in the fantasy world.

Secara jujur nye, mana lah ada lelaki nak serenade awek die di tgh2 kotaraya and dalam keadaan salji? Mana la ada? Ada ke? Or it’s just me who always bump into unromantic guys? But I dunno whether I have been brainwashed by my fiancée that there are no man who would do that? But I think macam kat Malaysia ni macam takde la? I think its kinda fake lau a guy do that..hhihi.. but I admit, my last boyfriend kinda did that, he never forget my birthday, or anniversary and our monthly anniversary, but I think that’s just it man…there is no go beyond that point.

I have embraced this fact for 2 years now. My fiancée Berjaya mold me to be what I am today. Which I think that is a good thing, because I don’t want o be sucked in this happily ever after culture that have been embedded in my mind since I watch Meteor Garden in my early youth day.

I would be lying that if I say I don’t like the lovey dovvy scene in Korean drama and wish that my bf will do the same to me…but that is just it mann…fantasy will be a fantasy, no matter how u deny it..



Its sucks kan? Memang lahh..life memanglah suck xD

drama ini sgt lovey dovey. saya suka! xD

Lost in space

Selamat Tahun Baru..

Feel sangat empty..and so sad...

There is no certainty there...maybe will start new year's plan on febuary.

May Allah lead me to something good...

Happy Happy New Year!!

New year is coming...and its time for the list again!! This is what i want to achieve next year:

1. Be a good person..in work or personal.
2. Take a good care of myself
3. A better job? can arr? well..i'll give myself another year in this company..if i grow i will stay
4. Short term plan -  do well in the exam and hopefully i will land the scholarship
5. Treat the one you love well :)
6. Nak beli handphone...i dont know what brand but i will consult him before i buy em..

so...this is the 6 top that i can think of as if now.. :P