Aries (The Ram)

16/06/2010
WITH the inventive Uranus and Jupiter, planet of opportunity, enconced in Aries, you're beginning a new cycle. Initially you will be more concious of what's on its way out than promised events. Let the past go. Its clearing the way for those thrilling and unexpected developments coming your way.

p/s: benda ni takleh percaya sangat but the bold sentence captured my mind. Maybe i should let the past go. I hope i can forgive and forget. Nak set a new mind set, to mend everything that has been broken :)

Mending

How to forgive if you cant forget?

            This is the main concern of me now. You cant possibly understand what ive been through. Hati i dah merajuk dengan you. Susah nak repair balik. Bukan senang macam repair internet connection dekat Local Area Connection Status. Click jer on repair and its mended. I wish it was that easy.

           Hit after hit kena kat hati ni. Walaupun u in denial yang you are still the good samaritan who try to help the damsell in distress tu. But without hesitation, you buat benda2 tu semua.Susah nak swallow menda ni sebenarnye. I tak penah buat kat you, thats why i felt so unfair. I tau u takkan admit yang you salah, you were just tyring to help orang yg susah.

           But still, have you ever think about me when you buat menda2 tuh? Bila u cakap sayang kat die, do you think bout me? Thats why i tak nak you panggil i sayang lagi sebab sayang tu dah jadi macam benda biasa bagi you. I dont feel like its special anymore. You panggil la i lempeng ke, kipas ke, meja ke, for what i care.

          If the person worth all this, then you should bare menda2 ni semua k? Sbelum you buat you tak fikir yang you dah letakkan relationship kita as the big stake. You tak takot ke yang u might just loose me or the relationship? Nape la you wat camtu? For the person...you sanggup kan?

          You penah tanye ape lagi yang perlu u buat kat i...the answer is nothing. U takyah nak wat ape2 pon. Its just me. With whats left with my heart, i try to mend it..and mend it...and mend it again..until hati i kuat lagi...


Still merajuk lagi....Tak tau la sampai bila.

+Radical Trust

Dear Ril,

Somehting to ponder upon.

     " Once broken, trust does not build itself in a day "

Claiming that you are the bad guy is so immature. You never look at yourself and ponder to it. Always someone to blame right? Its not you right? I get it. Who wants to be blamed? But tell you something, you can never understand what i have to go through. I may forgives but to forget? really man..it takes time.

this picture doesnt explain what i have in mind..ahahha!! its close la...got the word TRUST on the board :p

IceMintTea

Princess??nope...

Dear Ril,

 Found this piece of sentence on the net this morning, it was said from a father to his daughter.

Something to think about :)

"You're special, unique, and important, but you're not a princess -- no matter what."

"A whole new world, A new fantastic point of view" i like that song ^^

So my conclusion is. Dont act like a damsell in distress, because there is no knights in shining armour to save you. Especially guys nowdays...jeezzze im not a feminist but jeezee..hahah!!



IceMintTea