Friday, January 21, 2011

Manly man

I was having a conversation with my fiancée the other day. He was talking and talking (he’s very talkative) and it’s my time to give my say about the topic he was rencanakan. So I give him my buah fikiran about the matter lah. Suddenly he barged in and say “Relax ok yang? Jgan marah2”.

Dalam hati ak berkata "Whaaa??? Apekah ini? I was just saying what im thinking about, my opinion on that matter. Kenapa potong macam ni?" Just imagine how I feel like that time. Then I said to him in bahasa Malaysia la “Lorrhhh, bila I cakap what I think u kata I marah? I tak marah pon? Bila masa i marah?”

Hermmm...itu lah cerita nye. Kenapa bila org perempuan when she said something or giving her piece of mind, people tend to label her Marah or just plain Membebel? Memang dalam Malay culture woman are not supposed to have her opinion ker? Kenapa bila lelaki yg cakap we call it pendapat or dalam bahasa Sanskrit inggeris nye Opinion?

Ak rase kan, dudes senang hati kalo awek die seorang bimbo. Susah ada awek ada mind of her own ni, nanti melawan kot? Haha!! I dunno la. Lepas tu blame malay girls mostly are not responsive to conversations and blank inside the noodle. Tapi see how you treat your gf lah. You are molding her to be unresponsive and nodded to all your opinions.

Im not trying to be a feminist bitch here, but I think, all this male specimens are still living in the tok kaduk time. Where woman stay at home and serve them while the man are out hunting the mammoth. Dudes smua mesti deny fact ni kan? Mesti dengan semena2 nya melabel diri seorang Urbanmale yg sgt super modern authentic male yg bole terima opinions or new ideas.

Ak rase my intelligence sgt di underrated bila benda tu jadi, as if he doesn’t want to hear what I have to say. The least he can do is, argue ngan ak tentang ape2 point yg die tak setuju, rather than just concluded that I am angry at him.


                                                  no specific argument to this piicie.. :D





 

Happy 7th year driving anniversary to me :D

21 January


Haa..today genap la 7 years I had my driving licence and I have been a typical Malaysian driver..ehee. I started driving since I was 18 around this date and my first car is an auto car. So, to make things short..i cant drive a manual car!! Hehe..right here in Malaysia, when you take a driving lisence it must be driving a manual car. I don’t know back then how do I know how to drive a manual car, but since the day I got the auto car my manual car storage in my brain seams to be deleted. It was like it have been ctrl-d from my brain system. But I have promise my fiancée to drive his car one day. And guess what his car is in manual..hehe… lagi lapan taun la jawab nye :)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Matahari itu hensem sgt :)

Suddenly there is sun in the brisk of rain. Felt a sudden jolt of happiness :D

I hate stuffy and cold whether, the sun is my friend. Walopon ak suke Swedish Metal, tapi kalo ko suro ak duduk kat Sweden memanglah ak tak nak….hahah!!!


Monday, January 17, 2011

Korea korea!!

Sebanyak mana drama korea yg ada rite now pengaruh minds all the girls here. I’d say MAJOR influence wehh.. I have a cousin who is still living in her own world. She have the idea that relationship is to change someone to a person that she wants and that is, just like a character in a Korean drama. She might deny it when I say that she Is just creating fantasy and insisted that she is very real in her demands in man, but truly she is just living in the fantasy world.

Secara jujur nye, mana lah ada lelaki nak serenade awek die di tgh2 kotaraya and dalam keadaan salji? Mana la ada? Ada ke? Or it’s just me who always bump into unromantic guys? But I dunno whether I have been brainwashed by my fiancée that there are no man who would do that? But I think macam kat Malaysia ni macam takde la? I think its kinda fake lau a guy do that..hhihi.. but I admit, my last boyfriend kinda did that, he never forget my birthday, or anniversary and our monthly anniversary, but I think that’s just it man…there is no go beyond that point.

I have embraced this fact for 2 years now. My fiancée Berjaya mold me to be what I am today. Which I think that is a good thing, because I don’t want o be sucked in this happily ever after culture that have been embedded in my mind since I watch Meteor Garden in my early youth day.

I would be lying that if I say I don’t like the lovey dovvy scene in Korean drama and wish that my bf will do the same to me…but that is just it mann…fantasy will be a fantasy, no matter how u deny it..



Its sucks kan? Memang lahh..life memanglah suck xD


drama ini sgt lovey dovey. saya suka! xD

Monday, January 03, 2011

Lost in space

Selamat Tahun Baru..

Feel sangat empty..and so sad...

There is no certainty there...maybe will start new year's plan on febuary.

May Allah lead me to something good...