Nonsense itu menyakitkan

Started yesterday when i got txt from Nas.

"Yaz, aca wat hal kat fb"

.. dlm hati aku whttheeff?? but i dont have access to internet since it has been cut to late bills payment. So i called her up.

"Nape nas? what's the story?"
"Em...aca shout kat wall kata : BT and Verm read to carik vox baru...sekian"
"Haa? olo nape camtu plak?"
"Ntah la..."
"Emm ok laa..malas nak fikir"

So, later on i dont have the neurons in my brain orders me to call Aca up..

"Ellow, wassup pasal fb ko ni?"
"Em bapak ak tak bagi nyanyi lagi, maybe taun ni ak last ngan korang"
"Err...takda cara len ker?"
"Takde"
" Haa..ok la camtu"

Then i hung up the phone.
Help.. im bursting my self out. Like a self human combusting going to happen. Help me..i cant takes this anymore. Always eating everyboy's crap. How bout mine? Are they ready to handle by wrath? If i did blow up, will they be able to accept me as the old person i am.


Hopefull i dont have to go to the extend.


a very serious post by IceMintTea.